so excited... brought my dear home le... so cool lor...

actually my dear is my guitar lah... always wanted to buy one... and finally gt one and brought it home today.... it has the wood smell... so nice... really want to learn how to play it asap lor.. hahaz...

Mok Yu Ching has his super saving plan again... hope that this time he will really save lor... if nt his "lao po" will run away le... hahaz

4 hrs break today... guess whr I go? 8 of us ( Jun Xiong, Herry, Wendy, Kevin, Amy, Angeline, Faezah) went to disscusion room and.... Sleep!!! Actually only 6 of us, Wendy & Faezah went to study after dat... the 6 of us just lied down on the floor and sleep lor... cos we only can have the rm for an hour... after that we went to the smaller rm which hardly anyone will want to book and sleep again... the rest just keep toking lor... den we start laughing... Kevin laugh till he has asthma attack sia... den Jun Xiong laugh till he can hardly breath... we have decided that every monday and tuesday we will all go disscusion rm and SLEEP!!!

Just came back frm airport.... went to send ppl off to korea... actually was to have meeting one... den dat Mizael want to send his echo ppl off to korea so we tag along lor... the ratio of those who went to sent ppl off to those who r going is 4:1... haha... so many sia... keep asking the ULP cadets to buy things for us... we so thick skin lor... hahaz...

Still habent do econs hwk... no mood to do ah... cant believe i slept through econs lecture today... hahaz... =P

haiz... gt someone bug me to blog lor... so here I am.... many events took place last sat... CRD... my sec 4 POC... and ULP gt their results...

After the POC, I found out that my sec 3s gt gd acting skills... shall get hold of the video soon... The day sec 4 POC equals to my sec 3s took over... it has been confirm that Cai Yun will be the Chairman... When Nuriah(Sec 4 chair) hand over the BIG "RCY room key"... we will like dotz lor... but creative lah... see 1 batch pass out le... hope to see them in VIP this dec... and all the best for their O-levels... must have the same attitude u have for ur studies as U have in RCY...

ULP results were out... some failed... those who failed dun be disheartened lor... u dun need to pass the course den u can become a leader one... just need to have the correct attitude... one failure does nt equal to everything... and for those who passed... congratulations... dun need to say much lah... u guys should know lor...

U better go to sch lor... how many days neber go le... should noe I am toking abt u lor... neber show gd example...

yesteday was SBM grand finael... it was fun lor... neber know that SBM has so many ppl who can sing lor... I think nw the whole SBM know me le... cos when Siti & Nad went on stage to get the best OGL... I am the only one shouting lr cos my class pan seh me... wat sia... nvm... I also make Nad &  Siti well-know... btw Nad gt 2nd for the Best OGL and Siti gt 1st lor.. hehez... Dr Badri dance sia... and he joker lor... always slower by 1 step lor... hehe.. den when he dance that india one hor... more funny... we will blackmailed him in class le... really lor... Badri joker sia...

After all the fun, went home and on my way home saw so many ppl sia... saw my pri sch junior... ppl nw in RI lor... den saw mr Junus, the one who always nag at me during sec sch, and bcos of all his nagging I gt B4 for phy lor... and usually I gt F9 one lor... den he tok sense again... lucky he rushing if nt I will nt be able to go home by 7pm le... den saw my cousins, Yvonne & Connie, they taking O-level & A-level respectively, wish them best of luck....

 really want to be OGL next yr... it will be so fun...

Today... should be yesterday... i slept at 4.30am lor... cos that Yu Ching was so excited abt somethings that he go on toking abt it for like 2 to 3 hrs... dotz... shall nt tok much abt it lah... Funny thing is that I didnt sleep in my lecture even though I only had 2 hrs of sleep... see... I so pro... =P
 
gt 4 hrs break den some of us went to grassroot club... actually intended to go KTV one but it was temporary close... so went bowling... I didnt played cos gt no mood lah... den a grp of kindergarten kids... they so cute lor.. I think they went to the bowling alley for excursion... When they bowl that time... they "baby-throw" the bowl lor... so cute den when it hit the pins they so happy and keep jumping ard... so cute!
 
 

went for a so-call run+walk lor... and climbing of stairs... wat sia... sprain my ankle again... nt so serious lah... same old problem lor... when perspired... i feel so shock lor... so long neber perspired like today le... next week will ask Ying Sheng along... cos he also want to exercise... hehe... actually next week want to cycle one but Ying Sheng dunnoe how to cycle... hehe...
 
gt higher expectation nw... I will definitely do my best... I am very enthu abt it even though u guys say it is all abt sai kang...

-SIANZ-
 
I think shall go there alone and let everything out...  

Back frm dental... and nw half of my mouth is numb... bcos of that stupid tooth lah... had a temporary filling in it till i decide to either pluck it off or do a root canal cum crown for it... WAH LAU... it cost $800 to do that lor... and I have 2 teeth which need that lor... I cant decide... need to ask my mum...

Now I dun feel like moving my mouth... no mood to eat lor... =(

NYP BB Primers Orientation yesterday... thought that there will have many guys lor... but in the end it is just like my sch... 70% r gers lor... so unexpected... u guys must be wondering why the hell I join UG again, BB some more??? Actually I dunnoe why too lor... I think is the activites ba... mostly outdoors...

Tok to the seniors in BB, they veri crappy lor... we were laugh till stomachache lor... sia lah gt a call frm A-team again... den Siti get my details for SBM club... really dunnoe wat to do nw... lets wait and see lor...

Really dunnoe wat happen these days lor... so the... wo bu zhi dao fa sheng le shen me shi??

Haiz... dun think I going for the A-team interview le... cos I dun wish to do wat I always do during my students councillors' life... so shall go for BB and guitar... one is my fav since sec 1 and other was a told different things of my life... shall say bye to A-team... u still unable to attract me like the other 2 CCAs...

Accompany my mum today for shopping... must be guai nu er wat... cannot reject my mum's invitation even though I havent finish my tutorials... dunnoe how much she spent sia... so many things dat I carry untill my hand turn red... btw today is the first time I study on sun... have the urge to study sia... I think mainly bcos I dun wan to waste my time in NYP le... must play hard and study hard wat... cannot be like sec sch... keep playing and never study.... chiong only when o-level cums... very xin ku... and the results also nt veri gd... so must jia you nw... xian ku hou tian...

Had activity today and was introduced to our new teacher, Mr Chua... he seems quiet maybe is his first activity must let him warm up first... Hehe... I love my sec 1s more nw even though they still irritate me sometimes... the scene very cute lor... when u see some of them trying to correct their frenz when doing footdrill... and they r a grp of kids who will neber ever get tired... the more running they do the more hyper they get... they r my sec 1s... (^-^)...

Went to commonwealth for accred today... it ended quite fast especially alvin & mine station... overturning, recovery and 1-aider human crutch... but one sad thing was they all failed cos they r still using the old syllabus... we demo to them the correct one le... hope they can do well for the next round...

Recieved a call from the A-team dat my interview is on mon 7pm, need to wear formal attire sia... -_-"

Went ECP to celebrate Sarah's Bday... have BBQ... quite fun... we had ice war... nt much for the gers lah... mainly for the guys... should have more of today's gathering lor... so fun...

Ying Sheng, Dianel, Eusoff, Poh Boon & I were the last to leave cos Eusoff went himself by dunnoe wat lah... den Dianel need to go home and help im take clothing lor... in the end went home by cab... reach home at ard 12.30am... no one at home again!!! -_-"

HAPPY BDAY SARAH!!!

Hehe... gt a call frm the A-team ppl that I am selected to go for interview on monday... Nad and Siti ask me to go for it... haha... so cool out of so many ppl I gt selected... If gt selected for interview datz means I need to hand in my forms by friday lor and I dun noe how to write a resume... haha... shall try my best to get one out...

Gt my 1st night class today... 3pm to 9pm... so cool lor... NYP looks very beautiful in the night... my marketing lecturer darm cold lor... keep telling cold jokes den make us freeze... and the Sports and Wellness (SW) ppl keeping entertaining him lor...

Celebrating Sarah's Bday tml at ECP... having BBQ... hehe... nt only celebrating her bday lah... but also a small VIC 01/04 gathering.... (^-^)...

Sign up BB le... so all together I sign up for BB, A-team and guitar club... but must see my mood on which one I will attend more lor... went town to meet Wei Shan, Yu Ching, Shu Hui, Kenny and Kat... hmm... we went to take neoprints and go shop for ppls' bday presents...meet with Royce at dhoby ghaut mrt den went for the Iwate exchange program meeting... everything went well lor... but seems like gt nthing to do... I just need to gt some traditional games... hehe...(^-^)

Club Crawl today... it is know as CCA open house lah... Was tempted to join many of them... at first was joining my class looking ard den gt to know that Arthur is having his break nw too, so went to meet him... we go see see, look look, and met Nevin, Sandy, Jess and Hannan ... so all of us went ard and look


Arthur & I sign up guitar club together... hehe... finally can learn guitar le... Arthur also sign up for badminton and sepak takraw... while I sign up for Ambassadorial Team in short A-team... A-team is cool manz... we need to go thr 6 mths probation... if we pass the probation we will get our personalize namecards, blazer and name tag...

wat we do in A-team is that we represent NYP for any important functions and many stuff... to join I need to write a resume lor... neber write b4 so should just follow the guideline given... I was also tempted to join the BB... they gt many activities lor...hmmm... shall think abt it manz... dun wish to join so many cca den neglect my studies....

I think all of us gt to sign up the cca we want... but to attend it regularly ornt is another thing... hehe... I still gt RCY... haha... really must learn how to manage my time le.. cos for every module i gt 1 project.... and ICA(known as CA in sec sch) is like only 1 month away lor...

Arthur, Sandy, Nevin & I went to the North canteen and had our food... was chatting away... and it really brings back memories manz... especially when that Arthur cant stop crapping lor... keep playing with our camera phone... dun be like a frog in the well lor and stop being so careless and lost ur HP again... haiz...

First day of sch and abt half of BM0411 was late lor... cos waiting for each other meh...the lecture was ok lah... Accounting for assets... was release early lor... after dat was tutorial... and we still cant find the lost sheep Sammy, den our class gt 1 new students and 1 repeat module one... when they enter the 1st qns we asked was " Are you Sammy"... Haha... Finally a guy came in with a cap and dats is our lost sheep Sammy... After lunch we celebrate Jun Xiong and Shi Ying birday... just a simple cut the cake session and cos we gt like 3 hrs break b4 the next tutorial on Effective Writing Skills... We went to library and slack lor... the air-con is power some of them went to sleep while the rest just chat lor... I very sianz lor...-_-"

After the tutorial went down to HQ to meet Eusoff, Fiona, Shu Hui & Wei Shan to film something for CRD but Doreen Ma'am was nt there... So together with Xin Yue we went for movie, Spiderman 2.... but PS all was sold out and only left 8.15pm one and cos the cadets from Poh Huat's grp were unable to make it so we went to bugis and watch... Spiderman 2 was great, I give it 4.5 out of 5... some parts were really touching lor... and Shu Hui was screaming away during all the exciting parts like the train thingy... and I found out that both Shu Hui & Fiona are like ME, like to tok to movie... Haha... After movie was quite late le... intend to go for neoprints but the shop had closed... do u know wat the... the 5 of us... Wei Shan, Fiona, Shui Hui, Xin Yue & I bought the HP thingy... we dunnoe wat it is called and since Eusoff said that it looks like Shui Hui so we name it 'SHU HUI'... It was Wei Shan's idea... She say it funny and she suggest dat we buy it... Haha... but it looks quite cute lah...

Reach home quite late lor... was looking at my timetable and I gt 4 hrs of break lor... dunnoe how should I spend my time manz... -_-"...

Went for FA duty for SYF yesterday in FULL U lor... haiz... my legs were like nt listening to ME after the duty... so pain lor... after the duty... we went for dinner at newton food center in ambulance... 15 of us were at the ambualnce lor... so fun... on our way there Fiona, Shu Hui & Wei Shan were singing all sort of funny songs like Powerpuff girls, spongebox square pants and many more lor...

We sat in 3 tables and our table are all VIP 01/04 with Eusoff, Shu Hui, Fiona, Wei Shan & ME... Among all the 3 tables... our table ate the most lor.. but we ourselves felt that wat we ate in nthing lor.. maybe we r all trained in camps liao which made us eat so much nw... and the gers fed each other lor... so fun... (^-^)... hehe... gt to know Fiona's new name from Chee Keong... koi pi hun... coffee power in dialect... haha... nw Fiona has new name... it is all bcos of her chinese name... hehe...

Really had a great time with all of them...

Hehe... JNC outing today... cos yesterday was Pei Hua's birthday... den most of them schooling so we can only celebrate it today... just a simple celebration lah.... Went CWP for dinner... Swensens again... but the food there r nice manz... The 8 of us played with our camera fone... take pic here... take pic there... den all so noisy... I think the ppl there think dat we all siaoz... hahaz... Siew Ying always so suay one... everytime her food is serve last... so next time go out and eat with her... n going to order the same food with her... if nt will be starve to death...

After which went to civic center there and Pei Hua unwrapped all her presents... Hope that she like wat we had bought for her... the 8 of us quite crappy lah... chat till ard 10pm... cos Judee has CA tml and Lai Di has her chinese Olevel listening tml so they had to go hm and have some rest... and off we leave... really looking forward for our next gathering... JNC RULEZ...

Had a serious chat with Yu Ching today... and he taught me the word "accept"... B4 this chat I dunnoe that this word had such important meaning in Life... True... If I am nt going to accept who I am nw... no one is going to accept ME...

For the past 17 yrs I had been exploring myself... but I never had a chance to know the Joan who is unmasked... But nw I know that no 1 know Joan better den myself... Hmm... I dun think I will ask others on how they think on who I am anymore cos I know it myself... I know the unmasked Joan... (^-^)

Yu Ching really know many theories in Life... He knows how things work and how he should react to it... Which makes ppl of his same age or older finds him crappy... but to the younger ones like ME... It is a different story lah... difficult to explain... Yu Ching also see things in a simple way... nt like ME like to make things so complicated...

I think I gt to accept myself today and know a bit abt the unmasked Yu Ching lah... Everyone is wearing their mask everyday... It is up to them to disclose their true self to the others... Should I really said unmasked Yu Ching... I really dunnoe...

"Acceptance is what that really matters"
"No one know yourself better than yourself"
"If you yourself dont accept the way you view yourself... Why bother to ask others how they view on you"

Yu Ching: Indeed these 3 phrases make sense to me... and help me accept the fact of many things... and I will learn how to phrase my sentence and make it less irritating... hehe...